WEEZER

I just went to the MID-STATE FAIR in Paso Robles. This is about 10 miles from where I moved,
and it's the "Big Deal" around here.

There were a handful of Country Acts - Toby Keith, Keith Urban (he's married to Nicole Kidman right? She trips me out.)
Anyway, I didn't go to those.

AEROSMITH played. $60 was the cheapest ticket, up to $200.
I was like, "Do those dudes REALLY need that much more money?"

Especially at a "State Fair". Yeah, read between the lines.

I wouldn't have gone to see them anyway. "Jamie's Got a Gun" ended it for me, in about 1983.
I hate that song.

I thought, well .... WEEZER is playing. I'll check that out. This was my "Litmus Test".
What's the Vibe around here.




I saw them back in Austin, about in 2001. With Brett.
I promise I won't mention him again, ever. Cuz I REALLY don't like him anymore, it's just a matter of history.
I like the HOT MYSTERIOUS GUY at the Country Market. (*Sigh*).

As for the BEVERLY HILLS video by WEEZER ....
I have a "little story" about the PLAYBOY MANSION.

When I lived in the Hollywood Hills, my friend brought home a "Playboy Bunny".
This chick was SO FUCKED UP -- left her kid in Missouri, divorced, HUGE FAKE TITS (like "D"), and only about 5'1.

She looked bizarre, and showed naked 8x10 pictures of herself to 5 drooling guys,
whilst I drank wine and stared at this.
This was NIGHT NUMBER ONE.

I will make this short. She was there for one week, before she found a Sugar Daddy.

THEN - two weeks later, my friend comes in and says, (in a heavy South American Accent):

"I have ERPES !"

I said, "What?"

"Erpes! Erpes!!"

Finally, our other friend said, "He has Herpes."

I said, "What happened?"

He said, "From that hooker!" (and I'm thinking, "Yeah, the one you MOVED-INTO-THIS-HOUSE")

"What happened," I asked. I mean, if some chick fucked Hugh Hefner, isn't that GROSS ENOUGH?

"She was sleeping in my bed" (all this must be said with an accent, btw) "And her pussy, in the morning, it was so warm !
I just put it in for a minute. And now.... that whore!!"

That whole episode really upset me. AND, after that, he didn't "believe" in telling women about this.
Why do you think I'm afraid of men?



Okay. so the WEEZER Show was fucking awesome !! Really, I was so impressed.
It made me remember the Good Times with People Again.
Like, BEFORE LOS ANGELES.



At least I have Wineries and SumaGrow right now.......
But I do miss my old life, back in Texas.

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LOVE IS REAL

I have moved to Atascadero - a small town about 15 miles from the beach, in California.
It's near HEARST CASTLE, where I've never been.

Here is DIANA, who owns the house. She has 4 SONS -- one of them 32 years old. That is NOT a typo !


LADY DIANA

I call her "LADY DIANA". So Beautiful.

Her ex-husband is a "Personal Injury" attorney. WOW. Who knew those dudes had such hot wives.
Well, she got the house. LOL. Now, she rents out the bedrooms to people, since her kids have moved out.
Being the Mom of 4 sons, she's pretty laid-back.


Here is the message, behind her on the wall:

FAITH IS BEING SURE OF WHAT YOU HOPE FOR,
AND CERTAIN OF WHAT YOU CANNOT SEE.
- Hebrews 11.1

Two guys live here. One, from MOROCCO. His name is "Ali".
I told my Mom this, and she brought me this book, on the afternoon I left her house.



I love my Mother.

Some people may know that I spent 6 months in Morocco, on two different trips, and I speak some Arabic.
This has been like a "Magical Door" opening for Ali, who probably never (apparently) gets to talk about his Country.

He made me Mint Tea this morning. (Smile). If you've never had it.... well, find a Moroccan.



This is what TRIPPED ME OUT, though.

Diana has a piano ... and I love to play the piano.
It's not easy to "find" someone you might live with who actually HAS a piano. Know what I mean?

I didn't really look around the house when I met her. I was just like, "Yeah, it's great."

WELL, yesterday, I saw this piano.



And THE NAME on the piano made me stop and then start crying.
I couldn't believe it.



This is Brett's last name. I've never heard of a piano named "KINGSBURY".
I asked Brett to pray for me.
He never responded ... he's that way ... But now I know I'm on the Right Path.
He's such a fucking jerk.



Brett is SO MAGICAL. Still love him, though.

LOVE IS REAL

Terrible, tumultuous time. You've never met two people who are like this together.
Imagine Two Cobras.

Before Brett ... I was dating JUD NEWCOMB. He wanted to marry me.
If you want to "know" about AUSTIN - so cool, it's unspeakable --
watch this video. Jud is the Singer.
He played with the "SCABS", Sandra Bullock's bf Bob Schneider.



But then I met Brett and broke everything off with Jud. He went off to the desert for 6 months.
Also, in this video, is STEPHEN BRUTON, on guitar, to the right.
He died of cancer last year, I found out and was shocked.
He was the NICEST PERSON IN AUSTIN, the brightest light, now in a Different Universe. Like Drea.

My Mother said, "You should've married Jud. You would've been very happy, in Austin."

I don't know.... I don't know.






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MOVIN' ON BABY
MOVIN' ON

Found this picture of me and Brett, while clearing out stuff.
I am moving to ATASCADERO tomorrow.



WOW. Brett....I haven't had a boyfriend in 7 years after him.

He and my Father "didn't get along". Gee. I wonder why.
"Cowboy-Indian Confrontation" ring a bell?

Anyway, I am going to BURNING MAN this year, alone.
I think I look better now.... but I sure was HAPPY.
And that, my Friends, means everything in Life.

Peace Out Sisters and Brothers.

I could write more... but I am pretty busy right now, moving ...

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THE YEAR OF THE TIGER

We are 1/2 through THE YEAR OF THE TIGER!

Oh, what a Wonderful Year this has been !!! To change Suddenly -- this is the Energy of "The Year of the Cat" or "Tiger",
depending on which animal (so similar) you are most comfortable with.

Of course, any feline owner knows how "Primative" an actual cat's energy is.
Would hate to be a Mouse.
It's so "cute" with a $.50 Friskies Dinner.... but would you really want to be predated by a CAT? Not me.

THE YEAR OF THE TIGER



1) Ripping off the "Mask" of Things. As we know, Cats are FAST.
Let us just meditate on SANDRA BULLOCK and her creepy husband.

2) AGILITY - in situations.

3) A Feline "awareness" of HOME.

I suppose you could also think about The Gulf and how this is now a matter of "ripping away" a livelihood.

4) SELF- IMPORTANCE -- I write this because of the "sense" of aloof self-reliance Cat's have.
Your children may not "need" you, after this year. They may "wander" and have their own interests.
Maybe you will even find yourself looking around for a new Home or Lifestyle.
Or, you could be positioning yourself for "Imminent Change" -- like a Cat flicking its tail before pouncing.

None of this is bad -- CATS ARE AWESOME !!! Look to Tai - Chi ....
they took Major Martial Arts Moves from Animals !!!

HERCULES

My new kitten, in the YEAR OF THE CAT.
He's so cute. He follows me around. Like a dog.
I got him for FREE. About 20 miles away, off Craigslist.
Now, I'm moving, and I have to pay a "non-refundable" of $100 for him.

Like I'm gonna say "no" to anything called "Hercules" (the name he came with.)



If you are so inclined, please visit your Local Animal Shelter and adopt a kitten this Spring/Summer.
An animal can only bring you Good Things, in Love and Happiness. Dogs or Cats. We are all Guardians of the Planet.

Here is a Video, I sincerely hope you watch.

PREDICTIONS FOR 2010


Amazing .... Awesome .... We all live here on this Planet, none of us over 120 years.
It's really like a "High School", where 90 year olds are "Seniors".

Sometimes...... I think "Ask a five-year-old or someone in a rocking chair,
because I am stupid."

Kids and Older People. Wow, talk about "Enlightenment".

Yeah, well, our TIGER POPULATION on Earth is down from 300,000 in 1900 t0 a bare 3,600 now.
Aside from "zoos".

Pretty Depressing. GOD, I would HATE TO LOSE TIGERS !!

The "World Conservation Fund" has co-ordinated their efforts to prosecute Poachers with the (very revered)
YEAR OF THE TIGER. They hope tiger populations will increase by 2022 - the "next" YEAR OF THE TIGER.

THE YEAR OF THE CAT is a Year of "Change".
It is NOT a year about "roaming around",
checking out everything, like the YEAR OF THE BUFFALO, which was last year.

Regarding this year: Well, I have decided NOT to write anything (i.e. screenplays) until I do something worthwhile.
(i.e. the Organic Products from Mississippi)
Not that movies aren't worthwhile, but then again, my name isn't AVI BERNSTEIN.
Probably would've gotten a lot more connections if I'd been Jewish.

That's probably not "Politically Correct" ... but it is, probably TRUE.

I have a couple "script" ideas: Immortality of Humans, for example.

Maybe I'll get around to 2 (Major) screenplay ideas. They are "Metaphysical" (like blair witch, 6th sense, exorcist).
Probably would sell a lot of tickets... but... I am a little "put-off" by the Hollywood system.

For those interested, next year is the YEAR OF THE RABBIT.
Very Boring. Make your changes NOW, with Swiftness and Grace.

2011 = Rabbits. You are known to live longest, and make the most money (after Dragons and Pigs.)

Here is a LINK to calculate your "CHINESE SIGN".


CHINESE ASTROLOGY


This year may NOT be good for "Dogs" (for obvious reasons, as it IS the "Year of the Cat/Tiger").

When I was teaching English in Singapore, my students told me a few secrets: One, never get married in your "year"
(12 years old, 24, 36 48, etc. You have "too much Power");
2) Marry a Sign "compatible to you" = Sheeps should NOT marry Dragons, for example.
HORSES (*sigh*) one of my FAVORITE SIGNS.... SUCH beautiful art in these years....

If you are interested in this stuff ... and I have found it to be true ...
For example, the Chinese say: "The Only Way to kill a Snake is Beat it over the Head, until it's dead."

Ah, "Reptilian Energy". And here I was thinking we weren't talking about the
OIL SPILL
that FUCKED OUR PLANET from FOSSIL FUELS.

Hmmph.

Peace Out.

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My Garden

Here are some photos of my garden. I grew the tomatoes from seeds
treated them like "babies" - planted indoors for 6 weeks, then moved them outside and placed them in the Sun throughout the day.



Heirloom Varieties, bought from some company online.
There is a Hippie Book about "Saving Seed" I am going to buy. I guess there's some secret I would like to know about.



Some bunnies came and AGAIN, (while I was at the Central Coast of California)
and ate the Spinach.


There were Spinach Leaves on this !

Then, they decided to "taste" the first Tomato of the Season.



That's really great. Dang Bunnies.

Here are my Pumpkins and Yellow Squash. (I'm blushing - they are so BIG !).



this is from a personal email, regarding gardening. My Father says that Horse Manure is NOT a good fertilizer. I forgot this when I met you.
I actually asked him the same question awhile back.
Then, later, I remembered, after I got back from our meeting. He knows a lot about horses and farming.

SMOKEY AND TED

These guys are from the Indian Reservation. Best Horses he's ever had (in 40 years).
They follow you like a dog, so gentle, and perfectly trained.

I thought you'd appreciate that. Here's another horse he has, named No Name (I think this is bizarre, btw).
You can just look and see the Energy is different than Smokey and Ted (who are brothers).



I recommend COMPOST (it's cheap, and will help your soil for future plantings of whatever).
Also, some Fish Emulsion. That helped my plants like MAD, but the bunnies smelled it, so beware.

I also have started a little planting of TOBACCO.

TOBACCO
I ordered this Heirloom variety online. My Tomatoes also started out as tiny seeds like this. So Amazing = EARTH.
It is "Burley" Tobacco, (rolling, as opposed to pipe and cigar tobacco) and grows as large as Corn.

You cut the leaves, and then hang them upside down to "cure" it.
Shred it, and you're in BUS-I-NESS.

My Bro says Tobacco won't cure here, as it's not humid enough. He was recently in Kentucky.
I saw some "contraption" on line, like an Old Refrigerator, designed to cure tobacco.
On a large scale, this probably wouldn't work. But maybe for individuals it could, as I don't really like Big Tobacco Companies.

Love Isis



Per some comments, I am posting this week's ZETATALK. ZETA TALK


BURNING MAN

I have decided to go to BURNING MAN this year.

BURNING MAN, in case ya don't know of it, is an Arts and Music Festival held out in the Desert of Nevada every year.

The "Art Theme" this year is METROPOLIS. See Photo Above.

This is a great German film, btw. Every year, BURNING MAN has a "theme".
For Costumes, Art and "street names" ... but more importantly, the theme tends to be part of the Zeitgeist.



Last I went, the theme was "BEYOND BELIEF". And, it was.

There was a Temple set up to All the Gods = Shiva, Anubis, Lakshmi, Zeus, Aphrodite, Ra ...

BURNING MAN 2003
There were litttle alcoves set up in each triangle, as you see.
"Gods" were Present in each one. I saw ANUBIS -- who reminded me of my dog, see Notes on Isis.
I said, "AN-u-bis!!!" So Excited. He said, "It's 'An-NU-bis" and smiled.

It blew my mind. Actually, looking back, feel I was "invited".

Here is a video of some of the people who VOLUNTEER 2 MONTHS OF THEIR TIME,
to build THE MAN.


10 MINUTE "MAN-BUILD"



I worked with these people once. Of course, they are all Master Carpenters, and I felt like an idiot.
I showed up in the DESERT, without even a bottle of WATER.
I can't believe how kind these people were to me.... honestly. The Universe took me there, Blessed Be.

In case you're wondering "what happens" at BURNING MAN,
Well, EVERYTHING.



People walk around naked, there's a "bike ride" with topless women (about 20,000 chicks) called "Critical Tits" ....
no Money, all barter. People burn everything.



There are Rocket Launchers, dancing fairies (men and women - LOL!) Perverts, DJ's, Artists from all over the World




I have met "Burners" from Israel, Pakistan, England, San Francisco, New York, Los Angeles and even me myself from Good Ole Selma, CA.



What does it take to be a BURNER: Well, an ability to live without "Creature Comforts" for a week, cool clothes, dealing with 100+ temperatures,
an appreciation of Our Planet, and it's Diversity.



Drugs are an "option" - apparently the Nevada Police have been cracking down on the Oh-So-Dangerous-Let-Me-French-Kiss-You Drug "Ecstacy",



In favor of the "legal" drug Alcohol, which makes people either A) Fight or B) Pass Out.



Here is what he looks like, standing.


Then, like Frenzied Pagans, they burn Him to the Ground on Saturday night.



Pretty Cool.

You know, it's all about = "LETTING GO".

A Lesson to be Learned at BURNING MAN.

Here is a bike I just bought today, from a 16 year-old kid. It's SO cool.
He put up for $60 on Craigslist. I gave him $70.


A Guy With Good Taste.

Sweet kid. He wanted parts for his new bike, a Low-Rider.

Stay tuned for the TRANSFORMATION.
Not just of "the bike" -- which I MUST spray-paint Gold ... and add flowers and lights...
It looks really great right now, but.....

For more information on BURNING MAN, click here:
BURNING MAN

Peace Out !!

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I received this message today, from Argentina.

The Extraordinary Eclipses of the Grand Cross

ARCHANGEL METATRON

Greetings Dear Ones, I am Metatron, Lord of Light. I greet you all in Unconditional Love,
indeed a love that you will need over the next few weeks!

You are entering of one of the most powerful and intense energy crucibles experienced on
the planet in many millennia, and the relative 'temperature' is about to drastically increase.
It is the Diamond Triad, and is the purpose behind the encouraging 'OM Wave' that the Cosmic Council of Light
have graced you with.

There are three very significant astrological occurrences over the next five weeks (June 26-August 4).
These are:

· The Full Moon Lunar Eclipse -June 26
· The Solar Eclipse of July 11
· The 5 Planet Alignment of July - The Grand Cross
The June 26 eclipse of the full moon is extraordinarily powerful and will set the stage.
Indeed this full moon eclipse is a double edged sword and can be the impetus of great change to the positive,
if correctly understood and utilized accordingly.
Or its intensity can rupture your auric field and set you in a downward spiral.
It is up to you, depending on if you react in impatience and emotion
or if you wisely utilize this resonance for creativity and inward cleanse.

As is the case of all crucibles, it will use intense heat to purify.

We tell you that the recent solstice and the impending Diamond Triad of the Grand Cross are among the most powerful energies
felt on the planet for millennia, and many of your savant astrologers have recognized this....
and so must the wise among humanity. Indeed the 5 planet configuration and associated angles
represent an extremely rare and extraordinarily unique frequency that can offer a template of magnanimous change,
yet within a resonance that can also be quite chaotic.

It is well during this time to carefully consider your actions.
Be cautious in your demeanor, and take extra efforts to maintain the integrity of your auric field.
Think before you speak, and do not allow untoward emotion; that of anger, envy, depression, guilt or doubt to invade your energy.
It will be easy to mismanage both communications and emotions in this crucible,
and the results could be quite detrimental to relationships and state of mind.

Better to use this cutting energy to go inward, and review for hidden habitudes and obstacles that may yet lurk within.
There is no better time to release these.
And Dear Ones, almost all of you still have cleansings yet to perform. More often than not in duality,
those that do not recognize the tarrying residues of negative traits are the ones most needful of the search,
including those of you on the spiritual path.

Spiritual ego can especially be cleansed, if dutifully examined, in this crucible.

You see, the obstacles that were easily seen, for most of you seekers, have been dealt with.
What now remains are the residual ones your ego's have quietly swept under the carpet,
and hidden in the darkness in deeply imbedded boxes.

But do not be discouraged, and do not feel we are judging you,
for all of you will indeed Ascend, sooner or later.

But there is a grand opportunity within this crucible to find what is hidden,
and perform the needful purge. That that is in shadow will be revealed in this time,
and that which could not easily be seen in other sojourns, in other phases of the 'present' lifetime,
will be visible if such self-search is truly desired and diligently executed.

And Masters, while such an examination will require courage and humility, the rewards are great.
For indeed the eclipses and Grand Cross affords you the opportunity to pass through an important doorway,
into a higher and more pristine version of true self.

So we urge you to seek the hidden obstacles and confront and release them on the lunar eclipse.
We further and emphatically recommend you to meditate intensely on the attributes you desire to achieve on the solar eclipse,
for indeed the ability to be creative in the phase of the solar eclipse is amplified as well.
A perfect time for resolve and surprisingly for artistic expression, or manifestation of desire.

Utilize the interim phase between the eclipses then to decide who you truly are.

What are you here to do, what will you do with the years of this sojourn you have remaining.
You see Masters, the energy of the period you are entering, offers you the ability to enter a state of profound 'Beingness'.
A state beyond the mind, an energy beyond that you term thought. And for many of you, Beingness is a state that you have not truly engaged;
such is the control you have given the inner narrator.

In a true sense the Diamond Triad offers those of you who can silence the mind,
the opportunity to more easily enter the solemn vibration of still wisdom, of 'mindless' Beingness, and truly Masters,
it is a state far higher in frequency that that of mindfulness.
Does that confuse you?

We tell you that there is an identity of your Divinity that is above the mind, and it is an aspect of your soul,
and is far closer to your true Beingness. Indeed mind is simply a companion of your Beingness relative to the 3rd dimension,
and we beckon you to explore this aspect more deeply in the following 4-5 weeks, for many doorways are opening.

You are capable of investing your Beingness in a higher level of engagement during this time,
and while this may surprise you, your mind invites this opportunity, in all its aspects of creativity,
for it knows that there is a level above it that is quite necessary for your evolvement into higher dimension.

The Diamond Triad, the Grand Cross and Eclipses are the pathway to the 10-10-10 in this your year of 2010,
use this time well, and you will make a quantum leap.

As we have said, what lies before you is a difficult energy for you to master,
but it can indeed be experienced and great gain is possible.
The Cosmic Council of Light has sent a wave of energy over the past days, that has been termed the 'OM Wave'.
Tap into this energy, and it will serve you well as you navigate the next 5 weeks.

Dear ones, keep ever in mind, this energy is extremely intense, and is quite capable of throwing you off center,
if you do not maintain your guard.
It is the Diamond Triad, and can serve you well and offer a quantum leap if you consciously utilize this energy and retain Auric Integrity.

Be calm, be patient, be creative , be wise, and nurture yourselves and one another.

I am Metatron and I share with you these Truths.


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FARMING REVOLUTION

You know how I mentioned the HARMONIC CONVERGENCE of the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse
and how it changed our Destinies through multiple realities?

On Friday - the day before - I had been sitting around thinking, "What am I doing with my life?"

There was an application for CATTLEMENS RESTAURANT in my room.
This is a local steak house, and my Mother said, "Well, there just might be a handsome stranger that walks in."



Now, aside from the fact that "Cattlemens" should have an APOSTROPHE, I really didn't want to work there.

My parents just wanted me to meet some tall, handsome BEEF-EATING stranger.

This really depressed me, as I am a Devotee of KRISHNA. As in "Hindu".
I know some people out there have realized that I have essentially "made-up" my Own Religion.


KRISHNA

I don't eat beef because of Krishna. I don't eat Pork because it's dirty.

In a world of Total Abundance, I can eat about 1,000 other things.

I would like to meet a man like Krishna. He looks so gentle, yet strong.
I wonder what my Father would think if I brought someone home like him?
I don't know what would be more annoying: The flute or the Feather.

So, I went back to chanting.


MY FATHER'S GRAPES

I sat in the dirt, in the vineyards. I prayed about the oil spill and the Earth.

LO AND BEHOLD, I found A GREAT JOB.

It is a sales job, selling a Very Special Organic SOIL Amender.
This product - from Mississippi - takes microbes and reintroduces them into the Earth.

One gallon per acre will produce 15-25% higher yields, faster maturation, cause crops to use 50% less water AND 50% less pesticides.
It takes the soil to its "Original State", totally promoting sustainability (in other words, nurturing the soil after years of farming and pesticides)
and they are also working with BP on the Oil Spill.

Apparently, these microbes can "eat" the oil. The closest competitor is from the Netherlands,
but they only have 2 microbes per gallon, and BIO SOIL AMENDERS has almost 30. Silly Dutch.

Of course, the Netherlands DID offer to help Obama 3 DAYS after the Oil Spill,
but for some stupid fucking reason, he declined their help.

One thing I have learned about Life is that the greatest Mistakes are from PRIDE.
Which is WHY no one wanted to read my script: GRACE.

As Shakespeare says, "What fools these Mortals Be!"

Well, I am so grateful my Southern Brothers kicked down the door
on my Professional Hiatus.

I had a boyfriend once, from Mississippi.
He told me that two guys were fighting in a parking lot in Jackson,
and one guy tried to drown the other in a puddle.
We got along great.



Being the NUMBER 1 PRODUCER OF FOOD WORLDWIDE,
I am sure the San Joaquin Valley of California can use some help from Mississippi.
They are some of the Best Farmers in the World: COTTON and TOBACCO.

Mighty Mississippi.

I will be glad to bring this new Product to my Family's Friends.


Me and Black Beauty

VIVA LA REVOLUCION!



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This week's ZETA TALK. Pretty interesting stuff:
Pat Tillman's death was an "assasination", the Sinking of India and Motherships that take along a lot of scout ships.

ZETA TALK

Last week, they mentioned that Silver doesn't allow germs to live,
which is why Ancient People used silver chalices to drink from as a group, and no one got sick.
Some chemical reaction, hence "silverware" by the Royals.

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MASS CONSCIOUSNESS

I just received a message from my friend Ka-mander Dazzle on Facebook,
with some information about this Saturday's Lunar Eclipse.

This eclipse is VERY POWERFUL -- in fact, it has the potential to transform your life,
heal the planet and plant seeds to be manifested throughout the Universe.

Here's the link: WARRIORS OF LIGHT

I myself am going to do some chanting. I'm planning to drive to North Fork California,
near that famous Buddhist Retreat.


They say focusing on Love and Joy, can bring more healing to the planet.
After this oil disaster, so much death from war and poverty,
I think (and hope) this will bring changes.

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After much meditation, I have been informed to move to the Bay Area.
That is to say, San Francisco/Oakland/etc.

That is because, I was sitting on my porch at 5:00am and God told me this:
"There are a lot of Bachelors there."

At first I smiled, then I started laughing. This is how I know when I get True Messages from God.
They're deep, and they're funny.

Of Course THERE ARE A LOT OF BACHELORS, THERE ARE A LOT OF GAY dudes there !

There are also a lot of straight guys looking for women.

Now, I am AGAINST GAY MARRIAGE. Why? Because the word "Marriage" means something.
When you begin to corrupt a word it loses it's power.

And MARRIAGE is between a Man and a Woman. Period.



Otherwise, I could marry a bag of dirt, or my cat, and demand "my rights".
This is the slippery slope of diluting something.

MAZALTOV !!

I am sure they're gonna love me in San Francisco.

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THE SILENT TREATMENT

I think I am not going to write anything here for a month.

The reason for this is because a while back BRETT - my X -


went to a Retreat in North Fork California where you don't speak.
I know..........it sounds weird. Well, Brett ..... is very Intense.

Anyway, he lives in Santa Fe, New Mexico now, with Alex (see below, in the Video)

So. Shhh. I don't like Brett anymore, but I sure love him.



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TOKYO
My brother is in Tokyo. Here is a picture of the city from his hotel, on the 21st floor.

He just left China (where apparently Facebook is banned) and he was also in Korea.

I don't know if anyone has ever noticed, but this page has used TOKYO as it's name since Day 1.
The reason for this, is that it's named after a BOB SCHNEIDER SONG. You can get it on Itunes, I highly recommend it.
Great song, great guy.

In fact, I would venture to say that he is one of the best musicians in the world.

He and Sandra Bullock dated, back in 2000. In light of her current "problems",
I do recall that Bob was LIVING with his GF, when Sandra showed up in Austin (her new "home"), and started chasing Bob.
He eluded her at first, but the scuttlebutt is that she promised to "help his career".
He broke up with his girlfriend, a really nice pretty blond from the Midwest.
She was really innocent, not any match for ol Sandy.

Anyway, the GF was so devastated that she ran back to her parent's in like Wisconsin and Bob and Sandy went out for about a year and a half,
almost dying in a plane crash.
Then they broke up. I always thought that was really shitty of Sandra Bullock to do that to that couple.
Just my opinion. So, it doesn't surprise me at all that she's gotten some Karmic Payback.
You know.

Here is a video of Bob, check it out.



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U.S. MILITARY

I went out last night to the FARMERS MARKET.
Met these two guys from the LEMOORE NAVAL AIR FORCE BASE.

They fly F-18 Fighter Jets. Joseph, on the left, is from New Orleans,
and is the guy with the Weapons, Navigation and Communications in the back.
Steve, on the right, is the Pilot. He's from Oklahoma City.

For Real. I said, "Hey, ya ever landed on one of those big ships in the middle of the ocean?"

Joseph said, "Yeah." "Oh? What's it like?"

"Violent." I started laughing. "That shit's intense, dude. They have ropes to stop you...."

"Yeah, my skipper said it's like having sex during a car wreck."

They were cool. No sign of my Hot Dude, however. And I looked so nice.
One of their friends asked me how old I am. I said, "Younger than Sandra Bullock." That's my New Answer.
He did guess 8 years younger than I am, so I was okay with that.

I think the situation with this guy is getting to me.
I had a nightmare last night that I was at the Lowest Point On Earth, and there was a Lake.
Then I fell into it.

There were steep granite walls and you couldn't climb out.
Luckily, some Bouncer-Looking Dude with a tattoo of the Lake came over and pulled me out.
"That's my job," he said.

That's the 24 hour recap. I think I'm gonna go buy a bottle of wine.

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OPPOSITIONS

So, I've been chanting about meeting this guy again. Chanting really just "opens doors".
It doesn't necessarily confer any "outcome", because that is more like Destiny.

Besides that, you shouldn't chant to control or have any one person.
However, you can chant to have a drink with 'em.

I asked Maddie down at the store what she thought. "I think he lives in Hanford. He drove that way."
Then she said, "You screwed up. He liked you."
Hmm.

THEN, I was at TRADER JOES in Fresno, and the ONLY spot in the parking lot was next to: THE HANFORD POLICE.

I was like, "What the fuck are the Hanford Police doing in Fresno at 2:00pm on a Tuesday?"

AHA ! A Sign.

Now, I am feeling this guy is from one of these Portuguese Dairy Families out on the Westside.
He was SUPER HOT, like maybe 1/2 Portuguese, because he was fair but with some total sexiness, I can't describe.
And I'm positive he's not married and sure didn't seem like he had a GF.

I haven't lived here in years, so I had to ask some peeps wtf there is to do around here.

"Oh, there's the 'Hanford Farmers Market' every Thursday. Everyone goes. Bands, vendors, Beer Garden."

Hmm.


JUPITER

On another note, JUPITER is Opposing SATURN this week.


SATURN
This will bring Long Awaited Change For The Better.


Saturn often brings situations to a Crisis, in order for them to heal. For example,
September 11th was when PLUTO and SATURN were in Opposition.

I won't get into any political discussions about what that may or may not have done for Iraq,
etc. and the ladies of Afghanistan,
but I will say I believe OFF SHORE DRILLING will not be acceptable anymore,
and that many, many more people than you think will start to "re-evaluate" our need for Oil and find Alternative Energy Sources.

(this is SATURN saying: "I'll Kill the Dolphins, Bitches. Wake Up.")

I am sure this is Manifesting in your life, as well.
That is to say, some type of Transformation.

This is the "Pain of Saturn" vs. "The Bright Hope of Jupiter".


VENUS

Another Great Aspect is VENUS entering the Sign of Cancer on Thursday. I always love Venus in Cancer.
She brings friends, warmth, nurturing, love ...

This would be after about a month of Venus in GEMINI = A Terrible Sign for Venus, because it's so intellectual and cold.
And, there's always some screwed up "two boyfriends/girlfriends" energy, and anyway, everyone knows that Gemini's are Insane.

Have a Nice Week.

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NAM YO RENGE

So I moved out of L.A. This happened after Austin, when I just got fed up.

The chickens were given away, as my family is more in the "horse" realm.


MY PARENTS

As for my script, a writer told me once: "If Hollywood doesn't want you, you can be chained to their ankle, and it won't matter.
BUT, if they DO , you can live anywhere, and they'll come find you."

So I left.

And, the STRANGEST THING - Once I moved back, not even 7 days went by when I met the MOST HANDSOME MAN IN MY LIFE
1/2 mile from my parent's ranch.

I mean, I was SHOCKED.

6'2, so hot, he walked into the store and his face totally lit up when he saw me.
Then, like an IDIOT, I didn't talk to him, and left.

I can't believe how stupid I am sometimes.

I called Celeste and she said, "Well, use some of your Witchiness."




So I've started chanting again, something I haven't done in 7 years.

Maybe he'll come find me.

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I am very upset about the OIL SPILL, which has devastated animal life and nature along the entire Gulf and ultimately,
will reach its way into the North, possibly as far as Canada.

The problem with having RESURRECTED FOSSILS is that they bring along with them,
the energy that they ONCE HAD.
For Good or Bad.

That is to say, 1 gallon of gasoline can make a 2 ton truck drive at 70 miles per hour for 30 miles.
Not so with 1 gallon of water.
Which a human who is relatively fit could possibly walk 5 miles, at XXX lame-ass rate.

So, FOSSIL FUELS are dangerous. Personally, I would NOT want to live next door to T-Rex.



Actually, even oil derricks looks like Dinosaurs. In case you didn't notice.

They say Reptiles are hard to kill. Which is why a lizard can lose it's tail and still live.
Actually, the Chinese say, in regards to the CHINESE SIGN OF THE SNAKE, that you have to beat it over the head until it's dead.

So it is no wonder that "Reptilian Energy" is Extremely Powerful.
I mean, does the "Garden of Eden" ring a bell?

Well, I am very sad. It is too bad my ALIEN FRIENDS don't throw down the CRYSTAL ENERGY SECRETS,
but they are waiting for people to become nicer.

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AGAPE
means Love


Michael Beckwith
Founder of the AGAPE CHURCH

For those of you who don't know, the AGAPE CHURCH in L.A. is home to
many, many Very Spiritual People, as well as having some of the best musicians around, many of them Professional.

They have recently started a production company called AGAPE MEDIA INTERNATIONAL,
which has the intention to spread their Message to the masses.

The head of their Media Development is looking at my script,
which I feel is in alignment with their energy.

Stay tuned....

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AUSTIN KILLERS

Alex who is a Hip-Hop Producer (like D. Dre) - Joseph on Be-Bop and Lathan,
who is cast as Layne Staley in the Biopic next year.

In L.A., on Tuesday night, 4:00 am.

Went to JUMBO'S CLOWN ROOM before this. LOL. 'fuckin worst strip club in the World.

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CHICKENS

I just bought some chicks for Laci and Lauren.

Not a very Positive Response from the Poindexters.



Headed back 2 LA tomorrow.

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UPDATE:

Yesterday, Dustin and JP were heading to a job and the Van ran out of gas on the freeway.
Then, the CHP pulled up and gave them gas. But, of course, noticed Dustin's tags were expired.

So, they impounded the Van, which is conveniently where Dustin sleeps.

Not to be thwarted from going to work, they went to the TREE TOWER job.
This is a design Dustin devised using old Telephone poles in the event a person doesn't have a Tree.
Pretty clever - lots of telephone poles out there.

Then, JP fell from the top platform, hit the second one
and landed on the ground.

I talked to Dustin right after all this happened.
I said, "Did you take him to the Hospital ?!"

Dustin said, "He refuses to go."

"You have to take him to the Hospital ! Remember what happened to that Redgrave chick ?!"

He texted me late last night, and said: JPs okay. The doctor said he had a concussion
and some memory loss.

I am so upset about this. All in one day.
I am at my parent's house ... just thankful things weren't worse.

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I WANT TO PAINT A BUFFALO

I think I am having a momentary crisis of reasoning.
And I am getting a headache from Treehouses.

ASSASSIN

This is when I hated George Bush. And worked at Gun Shows in Texas.

I am feeling the need to go back to my Art Roots -
and paint all night, like I used to.

VIVA

or maybe just think about the beauty of "Hands".

ADAM AND EVE BY ISIS

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MEXICAN SCHWAG

I used to smoke a lot of weed in Texas.

Then, I moved to California, and all this "Medical Marijuana" made me Paranoid or Comatose.
Personally, I think MEXICAN SCHWAG is the best.
I was glad to get back to my roots in Austin.

Here is a little video -- mostly for personal amusement -- of us broke,
trying to get to New Mexico.



I am back at my parents, for the time being.
And of course, here is the link to my SCRIPT.
Maybe Keanu and I can have a "Business Lunch" of snorting cocaine and discussing our mutual friend Cambria.

LOL.

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On the road ...


02 Treehouse has been Very Busy.

I am working on editing some footage from Texas and New Mexico,
and I am back at the Ranch in CA.



However, Dustin has time to play Beer Pong.

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CELESTE

Here's Celeste from the CONTINENTAL CLUB.
My Best Friend.



We've been to Thailand, Singapore, Indonesia and Morocco together.



I'm going to Albuquerque, be back in Austin in June.
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Back in Austin. Found out Charlie Sexton got divorced, Bobby Patterson died and
I am currently in Taylor with my friend Cambria.

Funniest thing, it seems she went to Keanu's house in 2004 for 2 weeks with her friend Andi.
She said he did coke all night, slept all day, drank Absinthe and walked around a half built house like a Zombie.

The scene depressed her so much she left before the 2 weeks were up.


CAMBRIA

Yep. Austin. Have a nice day.

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THE ART OF NEGOTIATION

D FIGHTER beat you Bro.

That's really something to say about KEANU REEVES.

At any rate, here is a speech by DUSTIN at the MINDSHARE gathering.



MINDSHARE is a Global Group of People Who are Smart.

One of the Speakers on Thursday was from HARVARD LAW SCHOOL.
He gave a speech on "The Art of Negotiation".

One sterling point from this speech was the example of "The Orange".
He said, "Two girls were fighting over an Orange." (pause) "so the Mother cut it in half."

("In Law School, we say, 'She threw it in the trash'." Cynical laugh.)

So one daughter takes the Orange and makes a cake with the peel. The other, eats the fruit.

You can see here, how both of them Lost.

Here is a link to my script.

GRACE

It will win Keanu and possibly others an ACADEMY AWARD.



I want $300,000 for it. You'll win, but you won't win me.

Love Isis

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